I realized that I could be 7+ months pregnant getting ready to deliver in the beginning of August (Yes, I did stop counting the weeks, eventually) or I could be 9 1/2 weeks pregnant due at the end of December. What a crappy thing to think at work!!
I'm struggling tonight. I continue to read about immune issues and do more and more research and I just don't know what the next step is. After reading and almost completing "Is your body baby friendly?" I truly believe that we may have an immune issue or issues on our hands. You can learn more about the author, Dr. Alan Beers by clicking here. From the looks on the internet this shit isn't covered by insurance which makes me depressed. We don't have thousands of dollars laying around. But at the same time I feel we need to find answers. I want answers, I'm just not sure how to get them. I'm a mommy wanna be!
I'll leave with a quote I found, "No farewell words were spoken, no time to say goodbye, you were gone before we knew it, and only God knows why."
1 year ago
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Hey Jess. It's always sad to think of how far along we should be, but we will have that happy ending!
What were your EDDs? My EDD was also at the beginning of August....August 5.
I may have to check out that book. I'm so full of questions. I don't even want to know how far a long I would be right now. I just know I've made it through 1 week and two days and it's not really getting easier. I hope you find some answers soon!
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