Depressing...

I realized that I could be 7+ months pregnant getting ready to deliver in the beginning of August (Yes, I did stop counting the weeks, eventually) or I could be 9 1/2 weeks pregnant due at the end of December. What a crappy thing to think at work!!


I'm struggling tonight. I continue to read about immune issues and do more and more research and I just don't know what the next step is. After reading and almost completing "Is your body baby friendly?" I truly believe that we may have an immune issue or issues on our hands. You can learn more about the author, Dr. Alan Beers by clicking here. From the looks on the internet this shit isn't covered by insurance which makes me depressed. We don't have thousands of dollars laying around. But at the same time I feel we need to find answers. I want answers, I'm just not sure how to get them. I'm a mommy wanna be!


I'll leave with a quote I found, "No farewell words were spoken, no time to say goodbye, you were gone before we knew it, and only God knows why."