Cruel Tricks.....

The Dr. called with my bw results. My hcg levels are 29,999. How ridiculous is this? I can't believe your body can play such cruel tricks on you!!! I have more bw on Monday to see if my levels are staying the same, decreasing or increasing. I'm also scheduled for a D&E on Wed. Wed can't come soon enough. I'm still feeling pretty numb or maybe its just denial because I still have all pregnancy symptoms. This sucks!