So I woke up the past 3 days with nausea. Just nausea and today I finally dry heaved in the shower. How lovely! I'm kinda confused because I had 2 crackers & some coke in hopes to calm my stomach. I feel so much better when I have something in my belly. But none of that came up!?! I know everyone else would move on but its the medical side coming out of me...Sorry to gross anyone out. And DH didn't even check on me!!! MEANIE! I'm carrying your 'seed'!!!! <---I so hope you read this Mike! ;-)
Anyway...my nausea is not well controlled it lasts up until after work. So I feel like I'm the new girl who is the world's biggest slacker always taking breaks. And today they were long....I sat in a chair with a trash can in front of me waiting to puke. I kept telling myself...you'll feel better afterwards, I promise. I'm not a fan of hugging the throne. It just feels dirty and disgusting to me. I dunno why...
So after my dance class tonight I think I'm off to the store to look for a) sea bands b) cola syrup c) ginger & d) lemon drops. Any other suggestions??
I hate that I've turned into a pregnant girl that wants to bitch all the time. I remember promising myself after all my losses that I wouldn't but its almost impossible. Its not fun but I'm so grateful for every reminder and wouldn't change it for the world, as long as I stay pregnant with a healthy baby!!!
Anyway...tomorrow is the big u/s. We find out if we have a heartbeat. I haven't been too worried about it. I'm sure in the morning I will be having a panic attack in between throwing up breakfast. The morning/all day sickness is reassuring to me. Though I'm not sure I can handle it for the next few weeks. :-( Its tough to get up in the morning when all you want to do is lay in bed and fall back asleep. :::YAWN::: Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....opps sorry!
Any positive vibes or prayers are much appreciated!!!!!
1 year ago
